Thursday, July 23, 2009
Probably the hardest part of motherhood for me, so far, is the worry, the constant questioning of whether I'm doing the right thing. With a baby comes big changes and big decisions. I often feel like I lack the wisdom needed to figure these things out. But that's life, isn't it? Thankfully, my mom is always available to reassure me that it will all work out.
So after 2 years of working full-time at my dream job, and many more previous years working to finally get that coveted position, I turned in my resignation yesterday. Was it the right decision? I don't know, but I'm looking forward to this new schedule (I'll still teach part-time) that will allow me more time with my girl. I realize I'm really lucky to be faced with this decision, but, man, is it still hard!
These photos are of a quilt that my aunt made for me when I was little. We use it when Cora is practicing her upward facing dog, and I love to look at all the fabrics that were used. There is so much detail to take in.